I did not have sex with a woman until I went away to college. I had been conflicted my entire life by my sexual attraction to both men and women. Once I had sex with a woman I was convinced that I was heterosexual, and that, as I've since learned, as with many bisexual guys, I tried to keep my desire for sex with males "in the closet," finally convinced that I was heterosexual after all. It was while I was still in college I met the woman who became the love of my life. After dating for a year we were married in 1968. I had enlisted in the U.S. Air Force, It was during the time I was in the military that I had occasion to see a book in 1972, euphemistically titled "The Science of Pornography." I saw in it a photo of two guys engaged in "69" with each other. That black and white photo awakened the repressed feelings I had for sex with a guy. Being happily married I did not act on the bisexual feelings that had resurfaced within me. After my enlistment in the Air Force ended I began working at a state university. In 1978 I had hired a young man named "Jon" (not his real name). Jon and I became fast friends, and after a year or so working together discovered we had a strong physical attraction to each other. I was terribly conflicted by my feelings for Jon. I loved my wife, and, in spite of having two children, she and I still had a great sex life. But somehow it wasn't enough. Jon and I eventually succumbed to our sexual attraction to each other and had sex in his apartment one afternoon. Sex with Jon was amazingly fulfilling! We were both extremely physical in expressing our desiure for each other. Whereas my wife had always been a reluctant Fench kisser, Jon loved to French kiss, as did I. He had an attractive body and a great cock and large balls. We got together to get naked and suck each other's cocks and masturbate each other as often as we could. He once allowed me to fuck his asshole, and it was wonderful. For various reasons, Jon never did fuck me, although I wanted him to. We enjoyed naked fun together and making out and sucking each other off when we could. |