For a good while I had kinda slowed down because it drives me crazy knowing what I want so bad is not happening. However, I’ve recently finally admitted to myself that I am gay. I’ve always known it, but never acted on it. Now I’m finally coming out, somewhat, at least to myself. That has been a big step and it feels really good knowing I’m actively looking to be who I am. I haven’t found the right guy yet but I’m very excited to be looking and conversing with others. At least on line mostly. I had coffee with a guy i met through a dating app. So, it didn’t work out but it’s awesome to have the courage to start moving forward.
All that said… it has rejuvenated my masturbation sessions like crazy. I’ve been bottled up in denial scared to admit who I am. Not anymore. I’m coming out, at least enough to find the right guy, and that makes me feel like I never have before. Oh I’ve been horny and masturbated some, but now I can’t get enough. I am daily again if I can. Or at least 3 to 4 times a week even when I’m busy. I’m finding time to enjoy myself again. I can’t wait to share it with the right guy. Wish me luck. Has anyone else experienced something similar?