Agony or Ecstasy - it's up to you
16-Feb-26 21:39
I have been into sex play that is a bit beyond the normal for years now. I started with one difference, then years later added a second difference and then about 10 years ago got into my third different method of play. These 3 methods are what I am still using these days.
My first alternative play began some 40 years ago. This is before the internet was born. the only pornography you found was in newsgroups. The newsgroups were organized by topic. In very little time, you found newsgroups that posted pics and mini-vids of amateur people. Pornographic cam sites were unheard of at this time. But, finding some groups that catered to my aberrant desires was easily found once you knew how to search for them. The pity of this was that you could not always comment or contact the poster of a graphic that appealed to your libido.
So, it was before the birth of the internet that I indulged in what today is known as 'kink.' At the time, I gave names to my play method that gave away the type of play it was.
My first method is what these days is called 'bdsm.' I didn't consider it bdsm but the majority of people who appreciated the deviant play knew it be that name. "When in Rome......" , as they say.
The bdsm I refer to here is today called 'sounding.' I don't know why but I love it despite what it is called. Sounding, for those who don't know, is the practice of inserting rods, flexible or rigid, down the urethra of your cock, although I have heard some women sound themselves. Anyway, I started sounding 40+years ago. At that time, I used any object that would fit in my peehole to push down my cock. The feeling was fantastic !! I'd never felt anything like this before! As time passed and I craved this play more and more, I sought more objects to use....objects longer and thicker than the earlier ones. Aside from the pleasure of having your cock filled with a rod was the feeling of thickness and depth of the object. This was ecstasy to me. It was so deviant I thought I was alone in this play. Only when the internet took hold did I find the proper name for the practice to be 'sounding'.
For the past 4 decades I have sounded my cock with various objects, as well as sounds proper, to get the incredibly delightful feeling of my cock stuffed with a rod. The tingling in the balls when the sound was pushed deeper and deeper, as well as the look and feel of your stuffed, sounded cock made for much precum leaking. I would get lost in my own workd of pleasuring (for me, hence ecstasy) my cock with various sounds of varying thickness and length to feel the pleasure of my stuffed cock for hours at a time. This method of play is still used today. The pleasure is incredibly ecstatic and addictive. It is a rare but great feat to find others (especially older men) into the same type of play.
About 2 decades ago, I discovered another aberrant means of play. This play was dedicated to the nipples. Once I learned that my nipples gave me pleasure from lightly fondling them. Always one to push the envelope wider, I started using toys on my nipples instead of my fingers. Through the years, I have amassed quite a variety of nipple clips and clamps.
Adjustable teethed clamps are my favorite, I attach a weight to the nip clamps chain and lean back and slowly turn the clamps screws to bite my nipples slowly and increasingly. The feeling of the weight pulling on those teethed clamps and slowly increasing the bite causes a stirring in my cock and balls.. Many times I have cum just from working my nipples in this manner. Yes, there is some pain but the pain is mixed with pleasure. The bite increases the pain/pleaure and makes my nipples come alive with feeling. I have done this play for hours at a same, as I have with sounding. Sometimes, I will sound and nipple torment at the same time. The feeling in my cock, my balls and my nipples at one time is almost too much to bear. But, I persevere and always have an intense hot pleasure as I do it.
About a decade ago, I discovered my third and last, so far, means of pleasure. This is definitely a part of 'cbt' play. I discovered ways to appreciate and pleasure my balls. I'd often fondle and even lick and suck balls in my sexual encounters. I loved it when a man would play with my balls by hand or mouth or both. I started my balls play with rings and straps. An assortment that varied in tightness and tension soon followed. Then, I moved onto ball weights. Mmmm, I immediately liked the feeling of weights pulling on my nuts. Then I graduated towards other balls toys. Toys like parachutes. weight rings , stretchers, crushers. The feeling of pressure in the balls from these toys is unimaginable ! Once you get into balls play, you will become much more aware of them. The nipple play and balls play (abuse or torment, some might call it) is phenomenal and always gets me hot and horny to a higher degree.
With the internet as it is these days, you can find almost anything, no matter how deviant on the net. I have learned about henna for nipple use, hot wax to cock balls and nipples. Even needles and nails for balls, cock and nipples. There is no limit to deviance. Despite all that you think you know, there is always more to learn.
So, ecstasy for one my be torture for another. It all depends on your way of looking at things.
Let me know if any part of this writing is relevant to you. Let me know if you find it attractive or repugnant. Let me know if you have done any or all of the acts mentioned in this writing. Imagination is limitless and it is all up to you.
My first alternative play began some 40 years ago. This is before the internet was born. the only pornography you found was in newsgroups. The newsgroups were organized by topic. In very little time, you found newsgroups that posted pics and mini-vids of amateur people. Pornographic cam sites were unheard of at this time. But, finding some groups that catered to my aberrant desires was easily found once you knew how to search for them. The pity of this was that you could not always comment or contact the poster of a graphic that appealed to your libido.
So, it was before the birth of the internet that I indulged in what today is known as 'kink.' At the time, I gave names to my play method that gave away the type of play it was.
My first method is what these days is called 'bdsm.' I didn't consider it bdsm but the majority of people who appreciated the deviant play knew it be that name. "When in Rome......" , as they say.
The bdsm I refer to here is today called 'sounding.' I don't know why but I love it despite what it is called. Sounding, for those who don't know, is the practice of inserting rods, flexible or rigid, down the urethra of your cock, although I have heard some women sound themselves. Anyway, I started sounding 40+years ago. At that time, I used any object that would fit in my peehole to push down my cock. The feeling was fantastic !! I'd never felt anything like this before! As time passed and I craved this play more and more, I sought more objects to use....objects longer and thicker than the earlier ones. Aside from the pleasure of having your cock filled with a rod was the feeling of thickness and depth of the object. This was ecstasy to me. It was so deviant I thought I was alone in this play. Only when the internet took hold did I find the proper name for the practice to be 'sounding'.
For the past 4 decades I have sounded my cock with various objects, as well as sounds proper, to get the incredibly delightful feeling of my cock stuffed with a rod. The tingling in the balls when the sound was pushed deeper and deeper, as well as the look and feel of your stuffed, sounded cock made for much precum leaking. I would get lost in my own workd of pleasuring (for me, hence ecstasy) my cock with various sounds of varying thickness and length to feel the pleasure of my stuffed cock for hours at a time. This method of play is still used today. The pleasure is incredibly ecstatic and addictive. It is a rare but great feat to find others (especially older men) into the same type of play.
About 2 decades ago, I discovered another aberrant means of play. This play was dedicated to the nipples. Once I learned that my nipples gave me pleasure from lightly fondling them. Always one to push the envelope wider, I started using toys on my nipples instead of my fingers. Through the years, I have amassed quite a variety of nipple clips and clamps.
Adjustable teethed clamps are my favorite, I attach a weight to the nip clamps chain and lean back and slowly turn the clamps screws to bite my nipples slowly and increasingly. The feeling of the weight pulling on those teethed clamps and slowly increasing the bite causes a stirring in my cock and balls.. Many times I have cum just from working my nipples in this manner. Yes, there is some pain but the pain is mixed with pleasure. The bite increases the pain/pleaure and makes my nipples come alive with feeling. I have done this play for hours at a same, as I have with sounding. Sometimes, I will sound and nipple torment at the same time. The feeling in my cock, my balls and my nipples at one time is almost too much to bear. But, I persevere and always have an intense hot pleasure as I do it.
About a decade ago, I discovered my third and last, so far, means of pleasure. This is definitely a part of 'cbt' play. I discovered ways to appreciate and pleasure my balls. I'd often fondle and even lick and suck balls in my sexual encounters. I loved it when a man would play with my balls by hand or mouth or both. I started my balls play with rings and straps. An assortment that varied in tightness and tension soon followed. Then, I moved onto ball weights. Mmmm, I immediately liked the feeling of weights pulling on my nuts. Then I graduated towards other balls toys. Toys like parachutes. weight rings , stretchers, crushers. The feeling of pressure in the balls from these toys is unimaginable ! Once you get into balls play, you will become much more aware of them. The nipple play and balls play (abuse or torment, some might call it) is phenomenal and always gets me hot and horny to a higher degree.
With the internet as it is these days, you can find almost anything, no matter how deviant on the net. I have learned about henna for nipple use, hot wax to cock balls and nipples. Even needles and nails for balls, cock and nipples. There is no limit to deviance. Despite all that you think you know, there is always more to learn.
So, ecstasy for one my be torture for another. It all depends on your way of looking at things.
Let me know if any part of this writing is relevant to you. Let me know if you find it attractive or repugnant. Let me know if you have done any or all of the acts mentioned in this writing. Imagination is limitless and it is all up to you.
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