LnconDuncn's Blog

Every word of this is true.......




When I was 14 years old, I'd run around downtown Springfield as my dad worked in that area. Of course, during the summer, I'd do a lot of running after dark as a young teenager. Walking down Jefferson Avenue one evening a man pulled over and offered me a ride. I was actually ready to call it a night and, living quite a distance from downtown, I accepted. He got to talking about how much he'd like to suck my dick and, being a frequent masturbator like all boys that age, it sounded good. Before long, I found myself parked in a dark spot not far from my parent's home, leaned way back in the passenger seat of this man's car, my pants and underwear around my ankles and this man wonderfully sucking my 14 year old cock. He swallowed every drop of my young sperm, it felt absolutely wonderful and I fell in love with the notion of a guy sucking me. Wow!




I need to add, at this point, I've never been violated, molested or forced upon........looking back, quite lucky in that regard.




One day, quite curious and innocent, I wondered what my own sperm tasted like. Leaning against a wall, upside down, naked in my own parents bathroom one day, I jacked off into my own mouth. Instant revulsion, disgusting, it wasn't for me. I had no desire for sperm.




Knowing Phelps Grove was a gay cruising spot (from talk with the boys in school) I used to go there as I got older, looking for a blow job. I think I became known as that straight kid that wants sucked because I had a tremendous run there.....I got sucked so many times by so many guys. 99.9% eagerly swallowed my sperm. That has been my lifelong experience.....its a rare guy that sucks cock and doesn't swallow. Typically, they suck cock for the sperm.




After the cops started patrolling heavily at the park the next place to go were the adult book stores with glory holes. Go into a booth, plug a couple of quarters in the slot for a video (I usually picked a lesbian selection).....pretty soon you'd see someone peeking through the glory hole. Of course, in anticipation, I'd have my cock out, stroking it, waiting for someone to motion they were hungry, usually with their mouth in close proximity to the opening. Occasionally, after my load went down the guy's throat I'd hear an occasional appreciative "thank you".




This sort of activity on my part continued throughout a 23 year marriage. My wife didn't care for sucking.....so I sought out guys that did. She never knew or suspected. I live with a lady now.....for the last 10 years......I continue enjoying blowjobs from guys, she has no clue.




I don't go to the bookstores anymore, the glory holes are gone. You can still go to X-Spot and get sucked, of course, but I don't care for the place. You have to have someone into a booth with you, that makes me rather uncomfortable.




I have, over the years, made a few discrete friends that I can simply visit.....one guy has sucked me for well over 20 years......he and I laughed about him belonging to the gallon club because we figure that's how much of my sperm he has swallowed over the years. He still hungrily sucks me on occasion.




Craigslist. Through the wonder of the internet and many e-mail exchanges, I've met several guys looking to suck cock. When the opportunity arises, I'll e-mail them, go to their place and typically lay back and get sucked.




About three and a half years ago (I am 59 now) at the age of 56......I started wondering what it was like to suck cock. I'd never had the desire, citing my experience with myself when I was 14. I noticed an ad in CL for mutual masturbation.....and thought I'd give that a try. I went to this guy's house, we both stripped down and, using a little baby oil, began to touch and fondle each other's cocks. He was massive, probably 8 inches. I stroked him first. He was quite slippery, huge girth and I stroked him in a manner I would have enjoyed, with intent of producing an orgasm. He did cum.....my hand moving with his throbbing cock in my hand......slippery, gooey, an eyeful, a delightful mess. He came hard and I enjoyed feeling his orgasm in my hand. After cleaning my hand with a damp towel and him wiping himself off, it was my turn. He took my 6" cock in hand and repeated the favor for me. It felt so wonderful to have someone else give you a slow comfortable hand job. When I came, I was of course laying back. My load hit my right shoulder. He instantly said "whoa!". It was tremendous. I would, I told myself, repeat that favor anytime in the future. If you're comfortable with it, its a wonderful orgasm. I hope to do it again and again. I will.




With that experience behind me, a little time went by and I realized I was curious about sucking cock. I wanted to reciprocate. I remember my aversion to sperm. It had been 42 years since I last tasted my own sperm. I was talking about this little predicament to a guy online in an amateur photo posting site I visit. Men, women, gays, straights, bi's, old, young, couples, pretty, ugly....everyone posts nude pictures of themselves there. I was telling this guy I had this newly realized curiosity and an aversion to sperm and he suggested I taste my own. I thought to myself "why not try it again?". A couple of days later, staring at some beautiful widespread delicious hairy pussy online, I decided it was time. I went to the kitchen and got a shot glass. Yes, I was by myself. I came back to the computer, started stroking and when it was time, I shot my white creamy load into the shot glass. Instantly it was bottoms up. No aversion. It went down smoothly. No repulsion. Secretly, it was just kinky and taboo enough to be exciting. I was slightly inclined to admit to myself I liked it. Yes, I can stomach it.




At this moment, sitting here, I am rock hard. Tell you anything?




I had one of those friends I would visit slightly out of town, in the country. When I could catch him at home (he travelled a lot) I'd stop by his house to get sucked. He'd recently gotten divorced and was a secret cock sucker (closeted, I suppose you'd say). I'd been visiting him for about a year or so. I'd stop by, we'd chat and then he'd ask me "do you want that cock of yours sucked?" and I'd stand in front of him while he sat in a chair. Leaning forward and he'd suck my seed out of me. He considered sperm pure protein, he had no qualms about it, he loved it. I think he craved it. To talk to him, you'd think he was straight. He loved my cock. It was pretty much a perfect deal, actually. He once told me that "old women lose interest in sex, old men suck each other". I am really beginning to appreciate that sentiment.




Three days after I had tipped that shot glass up and drank the entire contents, I stopped by to visit my buddy in the country for a good sucking. It was mid summer, extremely hot outside so we went into his house. As I took a piss, he'd stripped down in the living room and was waiting to suck me when I was ready. He typically jacked off while sucking me. As I undressed for my comfort and I tend not to be shy.....I noticed him jacking off already as I stripped. Naked, I walked over to where he was sitting, stepped between his legs while he was stroking so he could lean forward and suck me. Instead, I followed my own impulse.




I knelt down and took his 5" uncut cock into my mouth. I started sucking him, his hardness felt foreign, strange in my mouth. I was probably a little awkward right at first. I started mouthing him, sucking him, basically fucking him with my mouth. His foreskin made no difference, it easily slid back and forth, it was not in the way whatsoever. With my extensive history of being sucked over the years, I wanted to experience reciprocation. At one point, I pressed the head of his cock to the top of my throat just to sense it. I continued to suck him like I like to be sucked, with gusto. He was leaning back in his chair watching me when I looked up. I continued to suck him, going for it. Pretty soon I felt his cock throbbing and a burst of thick creamy sperm shooting deep into my mouth. With each spurt, I swallowed, keeping pace with his orgasm. I have no idea the quantity but I swallowed as he shot. Instantly I heard him saying earnestly "don't stop, don't stop!!!" and I continued. 3, 4 minutes later, he came again. I swallowed every drop of both loads of his sperm. It went well.




I stood up and he leaned forward to suck me and he did. As I stood there with him going back and forth on my cock I realized three things:




1) I liked it. I felt content, like I'd come full circle sexually, like I had needed it all along without knowing it. It was exciting, thrilling. You know the excitement and thrill you get when you eat pussy and she cums against your face, humping uncontrollably with delicious satisfaction? For me, its the same sucking cock......its ALL ABOUT the orgasm. Its wonderful.




2) I am a cock sucker. I had knelt down, taken a man's cock in my mouth and then swallowed his orgasm. I am comfortable with it, I am good with it. I consider myself orally bi these days. I love pussy, I will suck cock, too. I'd love to join a couple someday. Help the wife suck her hubby off, suck a pussy flavored cock, eat a cream pie.




3) July 21st, 2011. The day I first sucked a cock. I secretly look forward to remembering and enjoy the anniversary of my discovery.




Two weeks later, I revisited my buddy out there in the country. My intent was to suck him again just to find out if I really like it as much as I thought I did. I swallowed his sperm once again. I like it.




About a month later, while he was out of town, his house burnt down, he moved off and we've lost contact. I had sucked him twice, swallowed three loads of sperm.




Three and half years have gone by. I've had an affair with a married lady for about a year and a half. That ended peacefully, with respect and, citing prudence, decided not to wreck each others lives by continuing. I have, of course, been sucked several times by guys wanting cock.




The lady I live with and I no longer have sex, she went through the change, has lost all desire and has even apologized for the lack of intimacy here. I have my needs, I sow my oats, just a little.




I have spent over three years remembering my first oral experience.....this past January, after lengthy e-mail conversations with a buddy, we met. Long story short, I sucked him and then he sucked me. Because of a very difficult scheduling situation (my lady retiring), it hasn't worked out with this second guy....we only met once. But we are still kicking it around, trying to get back together but it hasn't happened yet. I know this.....I was perfectly fine and satisfied with swallowing his load and hope to again. I need a suck buddy




To date, I have sucked two cocks, swallowed 4 loads.......I love women.......I secretly look forward to swallowing sperm again.




I think about it every day......I'm just trying to find the right discrete situation. I pretty much am looking for "that friend", that cock.....for an ongoing thing. Someone to be comfortable with.