kama50's Blog

I love being spanked, the harder the better. So it was no surprise when I realised how much I enjoyed tossing myself off while standing astride a small thorn bush. The feeling of the thorns sticking into my spunk filled bollocks as I wanked myself off was amazing and when I felt the sharp thorn scraping my bum hole I lost it totally and spunk was flying everywhere.

I just love being a faggot. Being abused while naked out in the woods by strangers is so fucking exciting. My arse loves a good buggering after a good hard spanking. Guys queuing up to spunk and piss all over my naked body while I toss myself off. How good is that?

I had an affair with a married woman for a number of years and she treated me very badly. I loved it. Before she would allow me to fuck her I had to lick her arsehole. Somtimes it was clean and other times not so. She would meet me straight away after her husband had fucked her and I would have to suck his spunk from her cunt so I could fuck her. Sometimes she would just laugh and walk off leaving me with a hardon and a mouthful of hubbies spunk. She would ignore me for days on end then the same thing would happen. She tormented me all the time but I always lived in the hope that I would get to fuck her the next time. On those occasions (which were very few)the sex was amazing.She was a small skinny woman and had the most delectable bald cunt I have ever seen. Very tiny tits with prominent nipples. I was like a little lap dog and that is how she treated me. I still toss myself off thinking about her.

After my early initial gay experiences I became more preoccupied with the fairer sex. I got married and had as much varied sex as anyone could want. After eleven years I began an affair with a married woman. It was an on off relationship which lasted some twenty years. Towards the end of that affair I wanted something more exciting. My wife and I were no longer having sex (various reasons) and it was then I began dressing in girly clothes and going down to my local woods. I was fed up with relationships and just wanted some exciting, spontanious sex. I realised I could go to the woods and fulfill all my fantasies whenever I wanted. Sucking cocks, being spanked and pissed on it was all there and more if I wanted it. The married woman I had the affair with treated me very badly. She would humiliate me all the time and without realising it I was enjoying it. Now I wanted to be humiliated and abused by men especially older men.

A few miles from where I live is a lorry park and picnic area. A well known place for gays to congregate. There is a public toilet that has a urinal enough for three people and one cubicle. One day I walked in and there were two oldish guys standing at the urinal. It was obvious to me what they were doing so I looked at them and smiled and entered the cubicle but left the door ajar. I quickly slipped off my tracksuit top and bottoms and sat there in my bra and stockings stroking my very rigid cock. It wasn't long before the door opened and the two old guys stood there watching me wanking my cock. Two pairs of hands were quickly stroking me all over. Between my thighs,over my stocking tops,inside my bra. Their hands were everywhere.Both took their cocks out and began wanking. I cupped their balls in each hand as they frantically tossed themselves off all over my face. They didn't stay too long after that. I suppose it was the fear of being caught but I just sat there with the door wide open, tossing myself off, hoping someone else might see me and even come in and piss all over me. Sadly that didn't happen this time but I finished myself off, with that thought in mind, and spurted a lovely spray of spunk all over my stockings. As I left that filthy toilet and walked to my car their spunk was still on my face and mine was dripping down my legs. All in all it was a most erotic and satisfying experience.