As I've previously stated in this blog, I have been obsessed with nudity and sex for as long as I can remember. I recall when I was no more than 4 or 5 years of age, playing in an old barn with a neighborhood boy (my age) named Mickey. I recall we both pulled our pants down and while in a squatting position rubbed our child bare asses together. I know I found it enjoyable, as I still have that memory some 72 years later. Again as I stated earlier, at age 11 or 12 I loved going to my male cousin's house where he and I would take off our clothes and marvel at each other's nakedness. I have such fond memories of sucking his cock, and of him sucking mine.We eventually reached a point where we jacked off together and would cum. It did not occur to me to have him cum in my mouth, nor for me to cum in his mouth. Missed opportunities! We eventually "grew out" of having immature sex and I was left with jacking off whenever I could. I once had a high school friend spend the night in my parent's house. We were allowed to sleep in the basement in privacy. I talked him into getting naked with me, and later that night I sucked his stiff cock. Unfortunately, he found it repulsive that I would be able to take his cock in my mouth and suckle on it. There went that high school friendship! I chronicle in an earlier passage how my high school classmate "Butch" and I once jacked off together in the front seat of a car. It then wasn't until I went away to college and began having sex with women that I had sex beyond just jacking myself off. I still love to jack off, although it is much, much more of a chore now that I'm age 76. Even at my "advanced" age of 76 the urge and desire and fascination with sex still burns brightly within me. I honestly feel that I am just as horny now as I was at age 25. That may not be entirely possible, but it SEEMS that way to me. I can still ocassionally get enough of a hard-on to be able to fuck my still attractive wife. Viagra is a help, but maintaing a hard-on is nearly impossible. Because I am a prostate cancer survivor (I elected to not have my prostate removed) I am unable to produce semen. I can still "cum," but it's a "dry" climax where nothing comes out of my cock. The strong, pleasureable feeling is still there, but there is no beautiful white creamy cun to show for it. Thank God I can at least still jack off and (dry) cum! |