I've been trying to stretch my hole so that it easily takes a medium sized man's fist. I've found a guy with the right sized fist and have been able to take his fist only occasionally. We use lots of lube and he takes his time. One week he will get it in and then a week later it won't go matter how hard we try. A couple weeks after that it will go. It is frustrating.
I see the guys in the videos easily taking large and multiple fists. That is what I want. Any advice?

This guy that I've been seeing once a month for the past couple of years messaged me about our monthly meet. His wife was going to be out of town for the weekend and he wanted to know if I would be his sex slave for the weekend. He new I was a bottom and very submissive. It only took him a couple of emails to get me to agree.
I arrived at his house Friday night and parked in the back. I left my clothes in the car, walked to the back door, rang the bell and knelt. A few minutes later it opened and he was there. He attached a thick leather collar around my neck, as well as leather cuffs on my wrists and ankles. He attached a leash to the collar and led me inside.
It was the first time I had been inside the house, all our other get togethers were in the garage or some park. He led me to the living room where there ws a big screen TV with gay porn on. He sat on the sofa, spread his legs and ordered me to tongue his hole. I crawled over and started rimming his asshole. He slowly jerked his cock as I tongued his hole. After a few minutes his large cock was rock hard.
On the screen a young twink was getting throat fucked by a large cock. He connected the wrist cuffs behind my back and had me lay on the sofa with head hanging over the edge. He was going to emulate what was on the screen. No sooner than I had assumed the position when he shoved his cock down my throat. His 10" cock barely fit. He held it there for a minute as my throat adjusted and I started breathing through my nose. As soon as he thought I was comfortable he started fucking. His rapid pistoning in and out of my mouth caused me to gag. He ignored my gagging and just kept fucking away. After about 15 minutes he shoved his cock all the way down my throat and held it there. He pinched my nose and started to shoot his load deep in my throat. I struggled a bit and then passed out.
When I awoke I was secured in the armchair with my ankles connected and behind my head. My hole was totally open! He had tied off my balls and put a put a small metal cock ring on my cock. I looked at TV screen and the twink was being fisted by a group of guys!

One of the guys that had used my holes the previous weekend at the wild card gang bang contacted me Friday morning. He wanted me to come over and service his dick, a quick bj. I told him I was at work and that I would blow him after I was done for the day. He was working night shift, so that fell thru.
After work I was at home cruising the net and playing with myself when I got an email from him. He was at work, horny as hell and needed some relief. I said I could come over and provide that relief. He was the night dispatcher at this trucking company and he was all alone, no trucks until the morning. I quickly threw on an overcoat and drove over to the address he'd given me. It was a small trucking company in the industrial area. I parked my car and knocked on the side door. He opened it, ordered me to drop my overcoat and follow him.
I'm very submissive, so I quickly obeyed. He took me to this small room that had small bed. It was used by truckers who needed a quick nap. He slowly undressed and ordered me to my knees. He produced a rather large cock that he ordered me to service. I quickly and eagerly got to work. He moaned and groaned as I worked my cocksucking skills on that huge cock. After about 20 minutes he grabbed the back of my head and buried his cock deep in my throat. He tensed and shot his load. I gagged and struggled, but he held firm. He held me there until his cock began to soften.
After he withdrew it and as I was gaining my composure he asked if I had any plans for the rest of the night. I said, "no." "Good," he replied, "get your faggot ass up on the bed." I quickly did as I was told. He produced a spreader bar that he attached just below my knees and then attached my wrists to the bar. My ass was up, hole was wide open and I couldn't move.
"That looks great," he said. "I'm going to use that hole until my shift is over." As he was talking he was fingering my hole. First one, then two and finally 3 fingers plunging in and out of my hole. "mmmmmm, such a nice cunt you have," he mumbled. He grabbed one of those small pop bottles from a shelf and slowly shoved it into my hole. "This will keep it open for use," he said.
"I've got some work to do. I'll be back later," he said. He left me alone, secured in the room. I looked around and in addition to the bed, there was a desk, chair, bureau, closet and a small fridge. Everything a trucker would need. About an hour later he returned, pulled the bottle from my hole and rammed his huge cock in. I protested, but he laughed and continued fucking my hole. After about 20 minutes of constant fucking he tensed and shot his load deep in my bowels. He let his cock soften inside me and when it plopped out he put the bottle back in.
He sat on the chair and informed me that he'd gotten a hold of a few friends and that after the bars had closed they were going to come over and use my cunt. Just as he finished a buzzer went off. "Ahhh, they're here," he said. He left to let them in. When he returned there were three guys with him. Two of the guys I recognized from last weekend. They said, "hi," and quickly got undressed and started using my holes. The third guy was new and just watched and sipped on a beer. The dispatcher and his two friends continually spit roasted me for about an hour. Taking turns using my ass and my mouth.
The fourth guy finally said, "ok I'm ready." With that said the other three quickly took turns cumming in my cunt. "He's all yours," they said when they were finished. I looked over and he had just finished undressing. I gasped, his cock was huge. It hung almost to his knees. Later they told me that he had done some porn videos and that when it was hard it was 17" long. Not too many women could take him, that is why he fucked faggot ass and that is why I was secured.
He was in a mood to fuck hard and he didn't want my cunt running away from him. He placed the head at the entrance to my cunt. I begged him to take it easy. He smiled and shoved half of it in. I winced and realized this was going to hurt. The dispatcher came to my face and told me to open up. He shoved his cock in my mouth. "This should keep him quiet," he said. At that, Mr. ig cock started to work the rest of his monster into my hole. After about 15 minutes he had it all in. The other two guys pointed to my stomach, where you could see the outline of the cock.
The other three took turns fucking my mouth while the other guy worked his monster in and out of cunt. He must of fucked me for an hour. Slowly all the way in and then all the way out. It was agonizing. Finally, he shoved it all the way in and kept it there. Just short strokes, maybe out 5" and then back in again. He was ready to cum! He tensed, yelled something and shot his load. He must of came for 5 minutes.
Once he was done cumming he let his cock soften and then gently withdrew it. He sat on the chair, breathing heavily, and said, "that was the best fuck I've had in ages!" They all laughed. The dispatcher grabbed a pop bottle and shoved it in my hole to keep the cum in. They left the room and by the time he got back my hole had closed around the bottle. He released me from my restraints and said I could go. "Leave the bottle in until you get home," he ordered as he ushered my out the door.

A top I had previously serviced had contacted me and arranged for me to be the entertainment for a group of guys that were watching the wildcard games. I arrived at his house and was quickly ushered into the den. He had a padded bench in the middle and a tv on the wall. I was ordered to strip and he secured me to the bench, ass up. My legs were spread, so my hole was wide open. My arms were attached to the legs of the bench and there was a strap across my neck, securing my head and mouth at crotch level.
He took a syringe of jlube and pumped my hole full. He then came to my mouth and told me to open up. He shoved his semi erect cock in and slowly started fucking my throat. He explained that his guests would be arriving and that was the party favour. If anyone wanted to use my holes they could cum downstairs and use me, while the rest watched the games upstairs. He then took his now hard cock from my mouth, went behind and started fucking my ass. With all the jlube it went in easily. After a few minutes he shot his load deep in my hole. He came back to my face and told me to open up and clean off his cock. As I was cleaning his cock my mouth started to go numb. It was the lidocaine in the jlube. Both my holes were now ready for some rough fucking.
He turned the TV on, so I could watch the games when not being used. It turns out I didn't get to see much football that afternoon. I heard the doorbell ring and his guests started arriving. About a dozen guys showed up and they all used my holes multiple times. Thanks to the jlube my holes took it rather well. There were a couple of guys with big cocks who really throat fucked me. The one guy shoved his 10" cock down my throat and plugged my airway. I was breathing threw my nose when he pinched my nostrils. I remember struggling and then passing out. When I awoke he was behind me fisting my ass. He was up to his forearm in my poor hole. I was in some serious discomfort. He warned me not to complain or it would get worse. I grated my teeth and bore the assault.
Once he left the next couple of guys that came down to use me complained that my hole was so sloppy, so they just fucked my mouth. By the time the games were over I had been fucked for over 7 hours straight. My holes were sore and stretched and there was cum all over the place.
My host came down and congratulated me on my performance. His party was a success. He hadn't used me since the, so he took a turn. He slowly fucked my loose, worn out ass and then he came to my mouth. He shoved his whole 8" cock down my throat and held it there. Then he started to piss. "Swallow it all, Faggot," he yelled. I did the best that I could, but some of it ran out of my nostrils. "Now you can go," he said.

My hole is slowly getting back to normal. It has a little bit of a gape to it right now. I kinda like it that way. I spent New Year's Day afternoon sucking strangers cock. I answered a number of CL ads from guys that needed thier cocks sucked after a long night out. I sucked 4 cocks. The last was large and I had an audience. It was at a hotel and there were 2 girls watching. They had always wanted to see a guy suck another guy. They both masturbated while I sucked thier friends cock. Good start to 2018.

Once in his truck he had me go face down and ass up in his bunk. He proceeded to mount me and fuck me into submission. He pounded me until I was laying flat and he was grinding his cock in my hole. Once he came he had me clean his cock with my mouth.
The sun was up and he had a day run to a nearby city, a couple hours there and a couple of hours back. He was going to take me along and if I was a good faggot he'd let me go when we returned. I nodded my head and off we went.
Once on the road he radioed ahead and some of his friends were waiting when we got there. He attached a spreader bar to my ankles and put a dental spreader in my mouth. His friends had total access to my holes. While his truck was being reloaded I must of had 10 cocks use my ass and mouth. There was cum running everywhere. After the last guy was finished he took a coke can and shoved it up my gaping hole. At first it just fell out, but my hole eventually closed enough to keep it in.
My captor took off the restraints and I slept, naked in his bunk on the way home. He ordered me to leave the can in my hole. He woke me when we got back to the truck stop. "You performed well today fagott," he said. "Now get out of my truck." I climbed down, naked in the middle of the parking lot. He threw down my keys and told me to get lost. I scrambled to my car and quickly drove home. I poured myself a hot bath and slowly worked the can out of my hole.

I had just gotten home from a family gathering and was checking online before bed. It was late and I was tired. I clicked on a CL ad by a trucker looking for a bj. He was at a local truck stop overnighting. I exchanged emails and I agreed to help him out. As it was just going to be a quick bj I threw on my overcoat, hopped in my car and drove over to the truck stop. I pulled in, he flashed his lights and I parked by his semi.
I climbed up, opened the door and found him naked, laying in his bunk on his computer. He indicated I should start sucking his cock. I took off the coat and got down to business. His cock quickly responded to my ministrations and it fill my mouth. He moaned, put his computer down, grabbed thwack of my head and forced as much as could down my throat. I started to gag and choke, but he continued in his efforts to skewer my throat with his huge cock.
At this moment the door to the cab opened and another trucker hopped in. He said something like ... nice hole, I'm going to rape it ... I soon felt another big cock entering my hole. He wasn't gentle, he just shoved it in and started fucking. I couldn't voice my displeasure because of the cock in my throat. He was a quick cummer and when he withdrew the two of then switched positions. I was now sucking the cum covered ock that had been in my ass and was being fucked by the cock that had been in my throat.
This time it took a lot longer for the guy in my ass to cum. He used the other guys cum as lubed and took his time fucking me. He would withdraw all the way out and then push it all the way back in. His 11" cock was doing a number on my hole. Meanwhile the cock in my mouth never got fully erect, so oust suckled it. After about 20 minutes the guy in my ass came. He shot his load deep in my hole, let his cock soften and slide out on its own. He then said it was time to go, as he had to get on the road.
The other guy complained that he hadn't cum yet. He was told to take me to his truck. The guy in my mouth withdrew his cock, grabbed my overcoat and said follow me. I had no choice but to do as he said, as my keys were in my coat. I followed him, naked down the long line of trucks until we reached his. He threw my coat inside and produced a set of cuffs. "Turn around Fagott," he commanded. He cuffed my hands behind my back and ordered me up into his truck.

There is nothing more humiliating for me than being on my knees sucking a big cock while being verbally abused. This past weekend I was in the locker room of a local gym sucking the cock of a rather large body builder. He grabbed the back of my head and held it steady as he fucked my throat. All the while he called me a faggot and a cock sucker. As he came deep in my throat he pinched moose and I couldn't breath. I went limp on the end of his cock. Next thing I remembered was laying on the floor of the locker room with cum leaking from my nostrils.