When I was very young I had a friend that would come over to my house and when we would go swimming we would take turns going under water with goggles on and fondle each others little penis. As we got older he became gay and i went straight. However we remained friends and occasionally he would come over and I would let him suck me off. But I never returned the favor. At the time he was ok with that and I certainly was too. But as I've gotten older I regret more and more not taking that opportunity when I had the chance. I'm married now and have a family but when I get horny, all I can think about is cocks! When I go online to see porn, I only go to sights where I can see guys! Unfortunately I don't foresee any opportunities for being able to get with any guys so I'm stuck just wanking to pix. So I kick myself all the time for not letting it happen back then, because I sure wish it would happen now!