flashindan's blog post - First orgasm, first sperm

I must have been about eight years old when I had my first orgasm.

The PE room of my school had climbing poles suspended from the ceiling. I liked them because they were easier to climb than ropes, but even more because of the feeling I got climbing them. The friction of the pole against my genitals when I held it tight between my crossed legs to climb to the top caused a very nice sensation in my crotch. I didn't know about orgasms or what actually caused this feeling but I knew that I liked it a lot. I tried to climb one of the poles every time we had PE class. Unfortunately we moved house when I was nine and I was sad to see that my new school didn't have poles in the PE room. So at the age of eight I was masturbating without knowing it. However, back then I thought that the sensation was caused by the movement I made with my crossed legs. I didn't actually made the link with my genitals.

That happened a few years later when my brother showed me how to masturbate. I was about ten and he was three and a half years older. He took me to the shed in our back yard "to show me something funny". He told me to undress and to lay down on my back on an old table. When you're a kid you better do what your older brother says, so I did what he ordered. He then started to rub my penis between the palms of his hands. I didn't get a full grown hard on but my penis was still firm enough for my brother not to loose grip so he could go on rubbing and twisting it without interruption. At first it seemed silly and I felt a bit uncomfortable with what he did but after a while it started to feel nice and in the end I felt that familiar sensation again! He continued till the end of my orgasm. I realised now that this sensation was linked to my genitals and that I could recall it whenever I liked just by rubbing my penis. Needless to say that from then on I made use of this knowledge as often as I could!

I can't remember how old I was when I first produced sperm with an orgasm, probably thirteen or so, but I already knew about it. One evening, not so long after he taught me to masturbate, my brother asked me into his bed and told me to rub his penis the same way he did with me. When he came I felt a sticky liquid dripping on my hands. It wasn't watery like urine but he never explained to me what it was and I didn't ask it either. I guessed it was just one of those older boys' things. A few years later when I started producing sperm when I had orgasms I remembered what happened with my brother so I wasn't really surprised.